Ramblings of a manja princess...

2006-05-06T19:39:00.000+10:00

HOLY MOLLY!!!!!

I can finally log into my account! For the past 6 months i couldn't recall the password AND the userid for this blog! Bwahahahaha :D I'm happy now! *doesalittledance*

2005-09-14T14:12:00.000+10:00

:: kicking and alive ::

Just short entry to indicate that:

.x. i'm alive and kicking although i haven't been blogging for almost like a thousand years
.x. i'm suffering from severe PMS
.x. i have a bloody 5% Protein test in like 16 minutes
.x. i haven't studied for it
.x. i'm utterly broke from shopping
.x. i need to shop
.x. i feel so damn inferior to certain beings
.x. i feel so fucking lousy today

Life sucks.. thank you very much

2005-08-19T04:04:00.000+10:00

:: midnight snack ::

Out of the blue, Eric asked/told me all these within a span of 10 seconds while we were slogging our brains out doing our Food Microbiology report... i think it's the S T R E S S ....

Eric:
1) How's the dinner?
2) How's the leaf?
3) How's the CD? Sorry I'm not tech savvy enough to add in songs...
4) Sorry to have a silly dream...
5) Sorry for being stupid by eating the cake

Ruth:
1) The dinner at Koko was wonderful and it's one of the sweetest thing anyone has done.. :) Although i don't really appreciate the fact that we arm wrestled, played scissors-paper-stone, dared each other to hop scotch over the pond and to flirt with the gay waiter... Oh ya, we did have at least 5.467 minutes of decency as we were intimidated by the population there. Everyone is at least above 28 years old and dressed in suits and pretty clothes... Wahaha.. but cannot tahan lar.. have to be stupid and fight...

2) You bloody made me eat leaf which was the garnishing for the sashimi... =.= Yes! That is how much my BF loves me... on our supposed romantic 1st month anniversary dinner... and no thanks to him, i'm down with rashes now! Dammit! How the hell am i to know that i'm allergic to weird ass Japanese leaf garnish!! It tasted YUCK though! *sobs* Yeah, he didn't force it down my throat larr.. i lost while playing scissors paper stone... (what's new eh?)

3) LOVELOVELOVE the CD! Thanks alot yank! :D *hugskisses*

4) Ruth+kissing+hand holding+giggling+with his best friend= silly nightmare

5) He finished the overly sweet birthday cake i made for him just moments ago! I specifically told him NOT to eat it anymore! Imagine a piece of heart shaped Chocolate Banana cake that has been sitting in the fridge unprotected/uncovered for the past 48 hours... All dried up and cakey... (okies, it's a cake i know but you get what i mean right?) *sigh*

*squirms* Okies, back to Salmonella, E.coli, Petrifilms...blablablablabla.. SOMEONE! KILL ME! STAB ME WITH YOUR FAVE MASCARA WAND! T.T

2005-08-17T01:41:00.000+10:00

:: monkey business ::

Happy Birthday to my Monkey ^^ ... and Happy 1 Month Anniversary...

*hugs + mwahs *

I'm in B.L.I.S.S =)

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life sucks

2005-08-10T21:39:00.000+10:00

:: bah ::

Sincere apologies for not updating regularly now... :( It's not because i'm having a whale of a time partying my pants off or i'm 'too happening' to be seen blogging... it's just that my uni workload is sucking the life outta me! Honestly! Girl scouts honour! Let's see how sucky my life has been for the past few weeks....

.x. I had 5 days worth of M I C R O B I O L O G Y L A B S in BLOODY BUNDOORA (which is about 45 mins drive away from the city)

.x. I had to wake up at 7 freaking A.M for 5 days just to get to BLOODY BUNDOORA in time for my 9.30AM class... =.=

.x. While trying to wake up at ungodly 7AM, i had to slog over presentations and assignments at the same time... and that leaves me with like what? 2 or 3 hours of sleep per night.... Definitely not enough for babi Ruth...

.x. I'm utterly convinced that i'm gonna die early... prolly at a ripe ol' age of 35... T.T The amount of micro-organisms that i've been exposed to for the past week is just insane.... Salmonella, E.Coli, Staphylococcus spp.... MATILAR!!! I spilled some Staph. broth on my notebook somemore!!!

.x. I was a bit sick a few days ago... my body ached from top to toe. God knows what's wrong with me... *might be the contaminated notebook*

.x. F.O.U.R bloody assignments due next week!! JUSTKILLME!!!!!!!

.x. My 5th piercing is still bleeding! I think it got infected! My ear rivals an elephant's now! Swollen and red! *sobs* Life sucks.... Vanity at its best eh....

.x. My friend dropped my play tix to some musical in Melbourne Uni into the wrong post box... =.= Lucky bugger gets to watch it for free... had to go fishing with the Melb Krewz instead of doing something highly intellectual like watching a play. Can't even talk/gossip/laugh/snicker/giggle while fishing... Might scare the fish away? Bah! Was freezing my tush off though! it was like bloody 5 degrees or maybe less? brrRRrrRr!!!

.x. Ultimate brain freeze today!!!
Classes: 8.30AM-5.30PM
Weather: Max: 10 degrees with showers

K I L L M E! I hate winter! Winter wonderland my foot! Arghhh!!! I'm an angry angsty woman today! *sobs* So damn cold. Can't even wear my cute sweaters anymore... have to start bringing out and dusting my puffy bak chang jackets... >.<

.x. My other sole surviving goldfish- Bacardi is dying *choi choi* soon it seems... :( His body and lips are slowly turning black! Don't ask me why... :(

depression.upset.sad.sobs.wails.lifesucks.missmyBaileys.hatesuni.wantsthesun

2005-07-28T05:24:00.000+10:00

:: r.i.p ::

My goldfish, Baileys just died today. I'm damn upset. Don't talk to me. Don't offer me French Fries. No amount of fat laden food can cure my depression- for now.... :( lemme wallow in self pity and sink into depression... *sobs* 6 months of partnership with my baby Baileys... Bacardi is all alone now... Poor fishy...

oh... besides that, i'm basking in bliss :) Lovin' every moment of my life now... <3

2005-07-10T12:48:00.000+10:00

I'm BACK from Sydney- the land of sun and fun!!!

I came back on the 6th which is a Thursday morn... Sigh. It was a reluctant return as everyone wanted to stayed on but due to some unforseen circumstances, we HAD to come back to freezing Melbourne.. Bah! *rolls eyes* Sydney was fantastic... sun sun sun and more sun! No need for thickly padded jackets or unflattering clothes! (read: skimpy clothes can be worn! :D) teeheee...

It's hard to piece everything together and blog in chronological order as i lost bout a gazillion braincells on Friday night in Amber! Lemme digress. I queued up for fcuking T H R E E hours in the blistering cold just to get into damn Amber. I'm starting to hate Amber already. Go die lar Amber.... it was what, 3 degrees Celcius? I nearly lost my nose due to frost bite... #&$%(*& BAH! Anyway, back to Sydney....

Destination: Sydney
Members: 13
1) Sam
2) Mel
3) Eric; my annoying lil bro/ monkey
4) Roland; Mr. Driver
5) Sanny; Mummy chanz/ Organizer
6) Edgar; Jelly Jelly koko
7) Jerry; M_L *aheeems* inside joke... ^^
8) Irwan; Lele, who was mute throughout the whole trip as he lost his voice! Haha
9) Andre; Choki Choki
10) Max; our very own CNN/BBC... big mouth larrr
11) Kiki; ice berg....
12) Mike; Mickey Mouse!!
13) Me!!!!! <3>Transportation: 3 Cars; Tarago, Yellow Dorami car and a Magna

Day 1:
.x. 30 minutes into the drive TO Sydney and shit happened. One of the guys forgot his WALLET! OMG! How is that even insanely possible. One car went back to grab his wallet and the rest conveniently parked in from of Club X :D Men's club... woooot!

:: we're into spanking asses :P ::

.x. Lotsa singing/croaking/shrieking in the car for the first 1 hour. After that, we realized that we only have 2 CDs- Jay Chou and another Cheena CD. GAWD! I almost died. I can memorize all of Jay's songs by the end of the trip! 10 hours of the same songs ok.... =.=

.x. Stopped by a minimart to get some stuff and lo and behold, guess what did the cambitches, Ruth, Mel and Sam found? Wahey!! A self service laundrette! Wahahahaha! So road trip-ish eh? We took lotsa mou liu pics there! Heeeheee... :D *happiness* but after 15 mins of snapping/posing/blablabla someone pointed out a survelliance cam... Uhhhh

errr... actually i cannot remember much... so let's not blog according to days ya.. I'll just blog randomly and post pictures lar.. heehee *paiseh*

.x. We slept so much and till so late that we're reduced to going for night tours... So most of the pics will be dark and blurry but hey i still went to Sydney ok! Heehee :P

.x. We ALMOST visited a haunted hospital. We arrived right at the gates but only to be greeted with a heavily pad locked gate. *shudders* It was damn freaky ok. Don't ask why.

.x. Cursed some fcuked up Japanese Restaurant- Fujiya. Don't EVER go there... freaking waitresses can't even speak English and made us waited more than 60 minutes for damn Sukiyaki! So what if she's cute! No use la!

.x. Korean food in Sydney is love and so is Indonesian food. Nasi Campur at Fajar! Omg! Heavenly! The satay tastes Kajang-ish, the steamed chicken tastes Success-ish@ SS15, and their lobak tastes so Ming Tien! T.T i like!!!!! Oh, not forgetting Krispy Kreme doughnuts, Choc+Cheese+Peanut Apom balik, Ayam Goreng etc etc... YES! This is an eat+sleep tour to Sydney... Cannot ar? :P And yes i'm fatter by 2 kgs but i don't fcuking care...

.x. Sydney has the cutest 'cute' shops and they're CHEAP!

.x. Sam, Mel and i spontaneously went clubbing at Cave Club (?) on a Monday night(4th of July) at Star City (Casino). Too many blacks. They tower over us. The scare us with. They're huge. We found the club by following the bass beats... *duch duch duch duch* You see, we were literally rotting in the Casino as all the guys were betting their lives away on the Blackjack table. Blaaah... They don't play commercialised R&B. The DJ spins hardcore R&B which only 'their' people can groove too.. OH YA! And their shots are bloody watered down! @!*@#^$^*#

.x. I didn't really shopped. (-____-") So disappointed. I guess that is what you get when you go on a trip with 9 guys and only 4 girls... :( Oh well, i bought a pink Guess bag, a pink bolster (!!!!), soft toys and other misc. cute stuffs lar... Nothing fancy

.x. Mission take-more-than-10-photosticker failed. We only took once. OMG! Sydney is the heaven for photostickers! They had like more than 10 machines man!! *drooools*

.x. Bondi Beach is love. Nuff' said... <3 alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y196/baobeiruth/IMGP3245.jpg">
:: my turn to stay up and accompany the driver... and yeah, the car is moving while we turned back to take a shot! ::

:: us and our babies! ::

:: me and Eric's piercing. We got it together before Sydney. Saje wanna post up ^^ ::

:: the Bridge at night ::

:: Sydney Opera House ::

:: i just found out that my digicam is capable of black and white shots! ::

:: Group pic @ Bondi! The shadows are Mel, Sam, Sanny and Me ::

:: we're hungry angry people ::

:: first pic at Bondi ::

:: blurry group pic at Sydney Opera House ::

:: the 4 scoops of gelato i won through chor tai tee ::

:: outside QVB ::

:: Sashimi haven ::

:: too cute to boot ::

:: at Darling Harbour ::

:: my postcard moment @ Bondi ::

:: at Rialto Apartments ::

:: Me and my Xiao Mei, Sanny ::

:: us ON washine machines ::

:: looks like we're jumping off a building ya? ::

:: my pReciOus ^^ lil' bro ::

:: ... will be back :) ::

Damn this post is messy... but who cares lar.... Walaueh! Damn tiring man... my eyes are blurry already.. time to get another nap... ZzZzz

UNI STARTS TOMORROW!!!! BAH!!!! AND RESULTS ARE OUT!!! LATER GOING TO CHURCH THEN ONLY CHECK RESULTS! HEEHEEEE

2005-07-01T22:52:00.000+10:00

OFF TO S Y D N E Y!!!

at 3A.M... so no Amber this week (-____-") *waves a tear soaked hankie*

WOOT WOOOT!! Be back on the 6th with truckloads of pictures! Bwahahaha...

<3

clubbing nights and activites

2005-06-28T17:42:00.000+10:00

:: boredom ::

I'm so freaaaaaking bored... I've:

.x. paid my bills
.x. shopped- A pink glittery Betty Boop baby T and red hot polo-T from MNG and a bubblegum pink GUESS wallet - yes, you can shoot me lar.. i love pink.. so what gitu lor? *my new found Indon slang! :P*
.x. bought Jmin's belated birthday present... you better love it biatch!
.x. met up with an ol' friend
.x. bumped into a long-lost-friend
.x. chatted with the salesgirl in MNG.. she's sweet! She loved my pink GUESS Disco Diva top! Wahahaha

There is absolutely nothing else to do... Sam's is in Cairns with her parents! Bah! Mel is working... My annoying little brother and his cousin are both training for the soccer tournament on Friday... Cath is in bloody ulu Geelong with her sister... Everyone else is back in Malaysia soaking up the sun! Boo-fuxxing-hoo! Oklar... time for an update! :D hehehe... for the past week i've been so damn busy and my schedule was so loaded up with activities! Yeah babeh! That is what holidays should be! My sleeping time is so S C R E W E D! I sleep at 7AM in the morn and wake up at bout 4PM in the evening! (-___-") No one can beat that eh? So let's see what i've been doing... Not much of a writer, and as everyone knows Ruth is the queen of camwhoring so bring on the pictures! Wheeee!

a) I've been clubbing till i have wobbly knees now... rheumatismhongsipmasukangin

10th June:

* i got so wasted that night... (-____-") and i still had 2 more papers the following week! Yes we went clubbing in the midst of exams! Wahaha!

17th June:

i) Lavish - it SUCKED big time... Bullshit all the way! What bloody Korean+Jap night! Yeah right! Got bloody fight somemore and i was pushed out! What the heck! *innocent wei* We left at 2AM and went straight to Amber!

ii) Amber is <3 !!!

24th June

Next Blue:

It was sucky initially cos we intended to go to Amber but thanks to like a MILLION people from dunno goodness knows where decided to flood Amber for post exam clubbing or some shit; the queue was damn bloody long! Heard that Next Blue's queue was short and Random (winner of X-factor) is gonna be there. We hopped into a cab and zoomed off to Next Blue! No pics though.. Bwahahaha I was sober that's all i can say! And seeing people get drunk is so DAMN fun! I wanna stay sober all the time now! Wheee!

b) Karaoke Sessions have left me with a toad like voice and the determination to master Mandarin. I can't bloody remember all the han yu pin yin larr!

i) 23rd June:

ii) 27th June:
Errr... haven't got my hands on the pictures yet :D They're with my friends! So just imagine use croaking and singing our lungs and pancreas out! :D

Er, i can't really remember what other stuffs i've been doing... Mostly lepaking around, combing through shops looking for sale bargains :D That's what we girls do best eh? ;) Oh ya! How can i forget! I had a photo sticker taking spree just yesterday! Wahahahaha! Took 3 times in a row! Yes yes it's a waste of money but hey, i'm a hardcore pan cute-er okies! It's uber important to me to have cute photos all the time!

Can't wait for tomorrow! I'm colouring my hair! Wonder what colour should i get? A lighter brown? Nobody here will call me lala or see ham or whatsoever... Or maybe a darker shade of brown to camouflage my strawish hair? Hmm, we'll see! Thursday will be shopping in Chapel with darling Mel and i will be waking up at an ungodly hour on Friday morn to support my annoying little bro and his cousin's soccer tournament followed by my weekly dose of Amber!! <3 annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnndddd.....

ROAD TRIP TO S Y D N E Y ON SATURDAY! WOOOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!!!

singingincarclowningaroundgettingwastedclubbinghavingfuncamwhoringeatingshoppinghavingfun!

Freedom!

2005-06-23T14:32:00.000+10:00

:: liberation ::

E X A M S ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
... after dragging on for 2 bloody weeks not including study week.. BLAH! (-___-")

WOOT! *throws confetti all over and pops champagne* Muahahahaha.. i've never felt SO relieved! I studied damn freaking hard... the hardest ever in my 20 years of life that even my own pure blood parents couldn't believe.. (-___-") Teehee, that is slacky and slobby i was for the past 20 years but hey, better late than never right? :D So, exams have been over for officially T W O days and i'm already bored..... Don't ask me why.. i've done LOADS but i still feel bored to my pants! Maybe it's all in mind- thinking that every minute and second of the holidays must be filled with activities? *shrugs* I think i should learn how to kick back and enjoy the holidays and not worry too much bout being bored eh? *grins*

Let's see what i've done in the past 48 hours:

.x. Went shopping and bought a denim skirt from FCUK, a new cute wallet, pink ear muffs (yes, it's super act cute but i dont care) and 2 uber cute undies from Cotton On :D

.x. Had yummy post-exam lunch at Chilli Padi! Mmmmm! I love their Mee Goreng! Reminds me a bit of the mamak ones back home but i guess it lacks the Oommph and i can't really pin point what's the "ooompph" Maybe it's too clean over here... :D

.x. Got my French Manicure done at Diamond Nails and yes i hate inhaling in the sucky acetone smell! Yucks! *nods* i know i have sausagey like fingers and i prefer not to talk bout' it...

.x. Took TONS of sticker photos! Bwahahaha Yes, i'm VERY addicted to taking neoprints so please don't stop me and stop giving me prep talks bout how expensive they are... *bleh*

.x. Had fantabulous Korean food at Sen (corner Lonsdale and Exhibition) It's SO damn nice... Melbournians PLEASE go try their Tofu hotpot and BBQ pork... Simply fantastic! *sighs dreamily*

.x. Cross stitched. Before you start calling me and Ah Ma... DON'T! Cross stitching is COOL ok.. hehe.. it takes up time and gives u a sense of satisfaction *bleh* And it's my first attempt cross stitching and it turned out not too bad :D *wheee* My attempt in being a 'shu nu' and converting self into a more demure and gentle girl... :P

.x. Cut Eric's hair and my partner in crime is none other than Sam! :D We're good. Admit it!

.x. Oh ya, that is just the pic we took. We actually watched Batman Begins and laughed at the fat 'keh leh fei' in that show all night long. Go watch it and you'll understand why i was laughing my head off the whole night. Note the fei chai's jiggly boobs! Bwahahaha *slaps self for being mean*

.x. Stoned and hung out at Cat's house till 6A.M in the morn... FUN!

PHEW! Looks like i've done quit alot :D I had lotsa fun!

I *heart* H O L I D A Y S!

More fun tonight! Dinner with my darling friends and ji muis! Followed by karaoke session! I'm all hyped up and yes i love hogging the microphone although i can't sing for nuts!! Wheeee!

Whee

2005-06-19T14:13:00.000+10:00

:: shopaholics goes wild ::

When 2 crazy shopaholics,

who has been deprived of shopping for yonks due to exams go wild; you get this:

which is actually all these in those boxes:

* oh ya, the green and black ballet flats are mine. Those boots belong to Mel! She's a bootaholic!

plus a Definicils mascara, Juicy tube, Miracle- So magic perfume, Galateis Clarte and Bi-Facil eye make-up removers, Primordale eye yeux, Aqua Fusion moisturizer and a sample Hypnose mascara, all from Lancome. A sweater from La Bella Dona, in-sole paddings for Mel's boots and a top for each of us from Kookai other blabla stuff... Gosh!

We *heart* shopping! <3

4 papers down! 1 more to go on Tuesday! and after that i'm a F R E E person! Woot!

2005-06-02T23:43:00.000+10:00

Depression sinks in when...

you stay up whole night coughing your lungs out.

you studied straight from 12pm till 9.30pm

you feel a lump of nervousness in your throat everyday

you can count the number of days left till your exam commences with one hand

you can't do anything else except flip through your Microbiology notes when the rest of the world is busy emptying their wallets by shopping

you don't have anyone who understands...

2005-05-31T00:23:00.000+10:00

Coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee high!!! Woooot wooot!

i like to study with loud music on

i like Hwa Tai Cream Crackers with Nutella and Peanut Butter

i'm the godma of 2 guinea pigs named Gwai Lou and Nigga'..... temporarily

i like Tiramisu with ALOT ALOT ALOT and i really mean ALOT of Baileys innit!

Cheap thrills in life :D

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... CoFfEeEEeEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEe!!!! *bounce*

2005-05-29T17:06:00.000+10:00

:: walaueh ::

You scream WALAUEH on top of your voice when:

.x. you made your hairdresser swear upon his family jewels that he will ONLY trim off your split ends and 0.5cm off your fringe BUT he moronically gave you a new haircut. *curse in 5 different languages and dialects + the finger* OMG-I-HATE-MY-HAIR-NOW It took my hair ONE bloody year to grow to shoulder length. Yes, yes i have slowhairgrowth sickness. No amount of brandy rubbed on my scalp or Yunnan Hair Growth Essence can help... Bah! *mentally chops freaking gay lou piece of a shit hairdresser up*

People in Melbourne- NEVER EVER GO TO KOJI! The stupid konon Japanese salon in Tivoli Arcade!!! CheatersPenipuPienren

.x. you gingerly placed your feet onto the weighing scale while sucking in your tummy in hope to compress all air out from your stomach, get naked cos the towel weighs at least 2kgs and dry off excessive water from your hair cos everyone knows that water is so damn heavy. You gasp for sweet air when the damned scale greets you with an increase of 2kgs!! *slams head into wall*

ihategainingweight. *moment of silence*

No thanks to eating 2 chocolate Chocotops from Village Cinema while watching Wedding Date and Boogeyman... (-___-") hehe.. but they're so worth it... Chocotops are so yummy! Almost orgasmic! :D

.x. when you feel oh-so-'lam' watching the lead actor in Wedding Date- Dermot Mulroney going about in his sexy sleek 'i-think-it's-Armani suit. He's got the groove babeh! and his tight buns are OH SO SEXAY!! heissofreakinghawt! Woooooot! What i wouldn't give to be with him! *sighsdreamilyandmeltslikehotbutter*

.x. you scare the shit out of yourself and nearly pissed in your pants while watching Boogeyman. Tai sei to the max. Dahlah scared of horror shows, stupidly went to watch somemore.. *smacks self*

.x. you have to lug all your books/notes/calculator/chewinggum/fluffy pink pens to Borders while clad in sloppy i'm-having-exams-in-a-week's-time clothes (i.e. ugly pullovers, sneakers, messy hair) You drink cappucino with skinny milk. You drink Caramelatte. You drink Mango Chiller. You drink Ice Blended Chocolate Tim Tam's. You basically finished all the drinks on Gloria Jean's menu and their staff can remember your name... (-___-") The last straw is when the seat has already moulded to the shape of your bum. It just screams -LEAVE-

Oh well, study week is here... exams are in a week's time... WALAUEH!!!!

2005-05-25T21:33:00.000+10:00

:: wo ai ni ::

New love is sweet! <3<3 I've fallen in love deep and hard. Parting with cold hard cash was never this easy! I now can trot about in my new pink Ralph Lauren sweater WITHOUT selling any my internal organs. :D Amidst all the studying in Borders and downing endless cups of Gloria Jeans coffee, i still managed to slip in some time to pay visits (note: plural NOT singular) to Polo Jeans Co. *bwahahahaha* I wanted to buy the whole shop down! Thank God that their Small doesnt really fit me. It's too huge for me *biggrin* Everything just seems cuter when all you face for the entire day is your scrunge up photostated Chemistry book. >__<

I love SALES! *bounces*

All pictures doest no justice to my new found loves. 'Nuff said.

:: my loves ::

:: purely orgasmic ::

:: :D ::

A girl can never have too many polo shirts eh? The dark blue polo top was the last piece and it was going for $35! Who can resist it? Apparently they're gonna stop producing that design all together! Another excuse to purchase it! Collector's item mar... ^__^ I'm purely contented for the moment... Wahahahaha... Shopping is love! <3<3<3

Yalar yalar.... I know lar...

I'm gonna start burying my head permanently in musty smelling books. I always think library books smell like parmesan cheese gone bad! Don't ask me why... I'm gonna start applying for permanent residency at the State Library here too. I'm gonna drink so much coffee that i'll be labelled the walking espresso machine...

2005-05-25T12:20:00.000+10:00

:: almost there ::

In 2 hours time, i'm gonna die. Physical Chemistry test worth 20%. *huge anime tears* T__T. I'll get back to studying after:

a) blogging a short entry to show the rest of the world that i'm still alive and kicking
b) finishing my brunch- miserable bowl of cereals
c) i dream bout shopping... *SALES SALES SALES!! 30% at Polo Jeans, AX, Esprit,Polo Ralph Lauren, Marcs and EVERYWHERE ELSE! GAH!*
d) staring into space in hope to look intellectual
e) kick my own ass/shin/gut for being such a procrastinator

brainisnumbed.can'tthink.headhurts.lackofsleep.eyebags.darkrings.potbelly.gummyaddiction.
hateexams.sorefingers.messynotes.printeroverworked.slob.zombie.instantnoodles.specs.nerd

Fcuk tomatoes

2005-05-21T23:36:00.000+10:00

:: sick is me ::

I hate tomatoes. Remind me not to be too cocky thinking that i'll win during chor tai ti sessions.

Losers eat tomatoes.

I'm a loser.

I had to eat tomatoes.

I felt sick and puked. Nuff' said...

Auntie-ish

2005-05-15T22:33:00.000+10:00

:: mundane life ::

What can be more satisfying and fulfilling than spending your gloomy Sunday afternoons scrubbing kitchen counters, polishing toilet bowls, sucking up dust bunnies and degreasing my gas stove.

*sighs with satisfaction*

Yes. I enjoy spring cleaning my apartment in the midst of winter. You have a problem with it? and yes i am only 20. My maternal instincts are kicking in early... It just gives me so much joy seeing my kitchen counter greaseless and my toilet spanking clean without a SINGLE strand of hair on the floor. Mmm, purely orgasmic. Nothing is better than a sparkling clean apartment. :D Oh, not to mention i spent 15 minutes in my laundry room armed with a bottle of Dynamo in one hand and a hard bristled brush in another; i scrubbed 4 pairs of Havaianas. So long to smooth delicate hands.... :( Hello spanking clean thongs!! At least i don't need to explain to people that my white Havaianas is not a limited edition grey one. (-___-")

I love cleaning my home. Maybe i should stop studying and set up a cleaning agency. Bwahahaha..who knows? i might get my 1st million before i blow of 30 candles! Wheeee!!! Leave me alone while i build more castles in the air....

Friday the 13th

2005-05-14T13:53:00.000+10:00

:: black friday ::

Friday the 13th only comes once a year and coincidentally it was Shirlin's birthday so Mel, Sam and I hopped down to Shirlin's apartment on the 13th(!!!) floor for a while. The real party begin after that... teehee

Can you spell HOT? I can! A-M-B-E-R!!!

I haven't been to Amber Lounge for at least 1 month! Can you believe it? Considering the fact that both Mel and I label ourselves as Amberholics! According to Mel:

" 2509 is our home. Amber is our hometown"

bwahahahahaha... :D

Ah.. cut me some slack. It's my last Friday clubbing... (what bout Saturdays and Thursdays? hehe >__<) No, lemme rephrase. it's my LAST time clubbing till the exams are over... Honest! I swear upon my new pink stationary set! :P It was a great clubbing night but could have been better if 2 of my other jimuis were there; Sam and Dah! Last night, Amber was super lengchai land... teehee... Cute guys aplenty. Eye candies abundant. Wheee :D We enjoyed every moment of kap chai-ing.

thatcuteguyinpoloshirt-poloshirt'scutefriend-smileycutegentleman-ohsocutepromoter.... ahhh

:D *muahahahha* I'm like a giggly overgrown highschool girl gushing over senior soccer players :P

Those were the highlights... oh not forgetting $5 shots! :P The booboos were shitty though... :(

*braces self and straightens shirt* My ass was groped by a GIRL! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!? I WAS MOLESTED BY A GIRL! OMG! MEL CAN BE MY HONOURARY WITNESS! I FELT SO DEGRADED AND SHITTY! OMG.... *covers face* What have i done to deserve this... man....

Some chick stabbed her 4 inch heels INTO Mel's shoes+toes.... It's a pretty impossible thing to do considering the fact that Mel was wearing covered shoes? Don't ask me how. Everything.Anything. Is possible in the clubs... Her toes are deformed now. No wait. Our toes are deformed. :( Boo to those who stepped on our dainty feet. No wonder i never had pedicures. It would be a waste of money.

Some big ass giant almost fell on us! He was like what? 190cm? My eyes widened to the size of my dinner plate when his huge block of a body lost balance. It was a near death experience if I can say...

.s.i.g.h. no more having fun. no more booze. (kills braincells. not to say i have much to begin with). no more dancing. only old musty books and revision. *sobs*

2005-05-12T22:37:00.000+10:00

:: those days ::

It's one of those days where everything just goes wrong. It's as impossible as me being caught dead in specs that i've got out of the wrong side of my bed. >__< only got one side larr... it's against the wall... Today's one of those days where i feel like kicking myself hard in the shin for being such an airhead and stupid. Sometimes, i really do wonder... am i only good at shopping, having fun and laughing my days away? I'm alright with my studies and definitely do not have an IQ of a jellyfish but i just can't help wondering what am I good at? It's one of those days i feel that i look like shit. My hair looks bad. My hips look 40 inches wide and i look 5 months preggers with my bulging tummy. It's one of those days i feel stupid and solving a simple 1+2+3+4 problem takes forever. It's one of those days where everything just falls and crumbles. It's just one of those days where i question myself; "Why am I a science student? Is this what i want?" Messing around with embryonated monkey kidney impregnated with influenza virus is not fun.

Why so cynical of life?

Because I'm so sick of staring at lab reports. Because I'm so sick of googling for scientific information. Because i'm sick of using Microsoft Excel to plot graphs. Because i'm sick of punching the calculator to solve Math problems. Because i'm so sick of spending my lunch breaks in library and in the cafeteria (which serves sucky food) slogging over more reports. Reports and assignments are just piling up. I don't know why. I don't understand why. So much work, where on earth can i squeeze time out to study for my bloody exams? So much for excelling in studies eh? To the extent of being anti-social, skipping lunch, having sleepless nights. Everytime i close my eyes, i see the shit load of assignments screaming at me. 4-5 hours of sleep each night is NOT enough for me. No amount of Brands Chicken Essence can rejuvenate me. I'm serious. I'm just so sick of all these. I need a rich husband. Now.

2005-05-11T22:35:00.000+10:00

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Blogger just ate my entry. I hate blogger. I'm pissed. I'm tired. I have assignments up to my neck. I need a breather.

Emo post

2005-05-10T02:29:00.000+10:00

:: of homesickness and more homesickness ::

I'm currently suffering from severe homesickness... No thanks to a shitload of unfinished assignments, lab reports, presentation, revision and to top it off, it was Mother's Day yesterday and my mummy sounded so sad...

Me: Happy Mother's Day Mummy!!! *super enthusiastic voice*
Mummy: Thank you, thank you *assuming a super huge grin from her*
Me: So how did you celebrate Mother's day huh? *still being enthu*
Mummy: Hmm, nothing much lar.. had dinner with Yi Yi (Aunty) and Kai Ma (Godma) last night... then Daddy and I went for dinner just now. Just the two of us... *voice dropped to least an octave lower*
Me: Oh.. *sudden wave of emo-ness* T__T

Oh man.. i miss my mummy... I haven't celebrated Mother's Day with her for 3 consecutive years... :( i miss her

hugskissesjokeslaughterirrationalityimpatiencecookingnaggingscreamingblurness

*another tsunami wave of emoness*

I'm missing my friends back home as well... everyone of them...

:: my corkboard ::

Anyway, i guess i'm off to doing some work now. Just spent the last 4 hours staring at my laptop; combing through blogskins.com looking for a new blogskin! I know... i know... i'm damn mou liu but who cares? I'm happy! :)

FUCK

2005-05-08T11:58:00.000+10:00

:: fuckfuckfuck ::

~~I LOST MY FUCKING DIGICAM!! FUCK!!!! PLEASE! SOMEONE! ANYONE!? RETURN IT TO ME!~~

Pentax Optio S4 snuggling comfortably inside a pink pouch with 2 glittery hearts as patterns on the lower right hand corner.

~~I lost it in church.. (-__-") I sincrely PRAY and HOPE that one of the pastors/church leaders/ushers/ kind soul will pass it to the church office...~~

~~fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck~~

~~I'm on the verge of breaking down... i feel so naked without my trusty digicam. How can i be a camless camwhore?? URGH!!!!!~~

:: my baby :) ::

If my baby's stolen (choi choi choi...) may the thief get gonorrhoeae, syphilis, prostate cancer, blue balls, infected urethra... *fumes*

on the other hand....

it would be lovely if he repents and send it back to the church... *prays*

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*edited*

I found my digicam! Some kind soul returned it today! Wheeee :D *bouncebouncehophop*

Shit...

2005-05-08T04:24:00.000+10:00

:: my lovelies ::

You know that you and your housemate are alcoholics when;

a) you name your pets Baileys and Bacardi.

b) you have bottles of liquor at home

c) every Friday you drink till your liver shrinks and regret every Saturday morning; swearing off alcohol..... till next Friday >__<

I'm swearing off champagne for sometime.... and i mean it. See, it's already Sunday morning and i'm still adamant! Damn the champagne on Friday night. Made me woozy and pukish.

*screams* it's too gassy lar! >.<

:: my darlings ::

Look at my goldies; Baileys and Bacardi! Aren't those minature bottles just simply irressitably cute? :D Anyway, time to hit the sack. Church in less than 3 hours time. YES, i still go to church religiously every week. Drop that raised eyebrow!

sucky day

2005-05-05T23:24:00.000+10:00

:: of STDs and Pjs ::

Today was a super eventful day. Within 24 hours, I:

.x. dealt and handled Neisseria gonnorrhoeae, Neiseria meningitidis and other nasty STD based bacterias... (-__-") Mind you, i had to pick up the petri dish smeared with urethral discharge from a young male patient infected with gonorrhoea. How revolting is that? The stench is absolutely G.R.O.S.S!! and NO, i will/am not infected with the STD bacteria.

.x. got locked out from my apartment. You see, Mel and I are trying to ADOPT a healthy lifestyle by drawing out a resolution to drink at least a cup of fresh fruit juice daily. So, we hopped down to Sam's house in my snow flake print PAJAMAS and pink fluffy bedroom slippers! To cut things short, we left our keys INSIDE my apartment. The rest is history. Thank God for Manda, my other housemate who came from the suburbs to open the door for us >__<

.x. I made Wantan mee... It was yummy! 'Nuff said. Oh ya, wrapping wantons is addictive. Me like!

*sms from my mummy when i told her i made wantan mee; "Wah, so clever ah! Where you learn from?" [beams] :D

Being an absolute camwhore in the Microbiology lab...

:: bacteria galore ::

:: i was avoiding my lab demonstrator like mad while taking this pic ::

:: the bored and the cute ::

:: the workaholic and the slacker :P ::

lemme die... i have 2 Chemistry reports due tomorrow and an alpha amylase report due as well. I'm addicted to blogging and drinking apple-carrot juice! Wahey! Why 24 hours only!?

Sugar rush

2005-05-04T23:13:00.000+10:00

:: sugar rush ::

Happiness is just two scoops of ice cream away... :) or more precisely two scoops of gelato away *yummy*

bouncebouncebounce-doesasmalljig-hophophop-laughsboisterously-sugarhighisthebest

Il Dolce Freddo's Gelati never fails to get me into a cranky mood. I swear by my fave pink furry jacket that nearly cost me an arm that they jampi-ed their gelato cos it's so freaking addictive! I've been thinking bout it almost everyday.... >___< OnceYouStartYouJustCan'tStop!

Anyway....

A 2-hour tram ticket to Lygon Street = $3.10

A normal single cone with a scoop of Ferrero Rocher and Tobelerone gelato = $ 3.80

Getting a macho 20 year old guy to act cute in front of QV on Swanston St. = Priceless

:: bwahahahaha ::

I look like shit but oh well, the focus is not on me! See! That is what sugar high does to you... :D Wheee!!! *bounces off to do work*

p/s: Shit, Addy* is gonna kill me... but it's all worth it! :D

*name is changed to protect individual :P

Vent

2005-05-04T15:05:00.000+10:00

:: ventventvent ::

F U C K.........
(yes i'm not bothered to even conceal my anger using f.c.u.k. or even fark...)

i hate my life... it's so messed up! What is going on?
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Why are shitty things happening to me? Gah! *heartbroken*

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*edited*

I'm feeling loads better... What would I do without my sisters... <3<3 <3

:: iPoo, iKqueen, iPig, iPink = iSisters ::

Happy Birthday Bestie!

2005-05-01T17:56:00.000+10:00

:: the big two ::

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE, Elaine!!
......OF MORE THAN 10 YEARS!!!

Happy 20th birthday darling! *yes yes i love to bold the 20 :P* I'm sorry i can't be there for you... :( I'm missing you loads and thanks for all those sweet memories that we both share and hold so closely to our hearts <3 Nothing can describe how much i love you and how much i thank God for you.... You were there to do stupid jigmatigs with me when i'm happy and you offered your hand and your shoulder when i was heartbroken. Thanks for everything and today, i'm here to celebrate your GREAT existance. I love you loads babe!

.....30th April has gotta be my fave day :) Cheers Elaine! Hip Hip Hurray!

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On a more serious note, i have a bruise/or chee/ blue black/blood clot on my tiny 4th toe on my left foot! It is so damn bloody painful that it makes me curse each time i take a step... I can't even wear my act-cute ballerina flats without cursing in 4 different languages! :(

:: i have pudgy toes. thank you very much ::

To the BITCH at Castle on Friday,

Is that the way you try to seduce men into having steamy one night stands with you? If that is your coolest groove, I strongly advise you against it cos' you SUCK big time! Get your fcuking big ass away! I was merely and purely dancing with my friend with no hidden intentions. Yes, he is CUTE. Too bad for you! There is no need to be so uncivilised and go around stomping on innocent people's toes and elbowing my darling housemate's arm! (she has a gargantuan bruise on her arm thanks to stompy bitch) I hope you get temporary gonnorhea and syphilis. I am nice. Note the TEMPORARY word. Hmmph!

rantrantrantgrumblegrumblegrumblecursecursecurseglareglareglare

2005-05-01T06:58:00.000+10:00

:: going over bord ::

The need to feel intellectual struck me on boring Tuesday afternoon (my offday) Haven't been doing anything productive lately unless you count sleeping 12 hours straight and a 2 hour afternoon nap served straight up an achievement. :) Hence, my gut instincts brought me to Borders and unleashed the nerd in me :P Armed with a cup of icy cold chocolate blended Tim Tams, i parked my butt on the soft comfy couch and i devoured the book for almost 3 or 4 hours! :D It has been a long time since i felt so smart and intellectual... *please ignore the fact that i'm actually reading chic lit and not some "PHWOOOAARRR DAN BROWN" book*

i like chic lit. Period.

Being the cheapskate i am.... (-___-") i hesistated buying the book... Sam and I were actually debating on whether we should buy books or not.

I need my Mummy!! With a flick of her card i can buy any book... of course don't tell larrr that i'm actually reading chic lit. *muahaha*

Sam: Eh, wanna buy or not arrr? It's better reading at home then here larrrr...
Me: Err... but but but... one book can buy ONE top you know... *doe eyed*
Sam: Hmm.. true also lar... hehe then we come every Tuesday and read here only lar! Wheee!

Because my blogging/writing skills suck now due to the lack of blogging... i shall shuddup. Let the pictures roll :D

:: we spotted a shopful of gold ::

:: my love <3*

:: yummmm... *yes yes i'm a cheapo. i only plan to buy the 3 for 2 books :P*::

:: the intellects! ::

:: caught in the act ::

:: i look smart don't i! :P ::

Seriously, my blogging skill sucks man... I need intensive tuition to crappology and blogology... I'm a boring soul... :(

... oh ya, does anyone know wtf does alpha-amylase do in ice-cream? i hate food technology. i hate chemistry. shoot me :( 12% man tis assignment!!!!!

Happy 20th Birthday Darling MeL!

2005-04-26T19:50:00.000+10:00

Happy Birthday...

to my darling housemate Mel! Wishing you many happy returns and thanks for lighting up my life! What would i do without you! Without all those:

.x. lets-have-a-cup-of-water chats over the kitchen counter
.x. gym sessions
.x. "shit! i got/no kam kok" times
.x. pigging out on our fattening obsessions
.x. bonding sessions with Sam and Dah!
.x. girly days/nights out
.x. shopping sprees/excursions
.x. clubbing nights and 'business' trips *teehee*

.... and many other stuffs....

I LOVE YOU DARLING!

A second first...

2005-04-26T01:02:00.000+10:00

A new beginning. A new start. A new life. A new me. A new blog. This is officially closed. So, welcome! :)